热血教师2006

在上面这5个圈里面，我点了“力荐”。

当我很小的时候，我父亲是一个老师，他是在我们市里面的比较糟糕的一个学校，都是别的学校挑剩下的生源。我常常听到我父亲在说他班上的孩子，说有些小孩根本就没办法教，成天调皮捣蛋，在社会上跟一帮混混混在一起，让他们自生自灭算了。

而我虽然没有那么糟糕，却也常常在当时市里面最好的学校的老师嘴里得到诸如“废人”、“你完蛋了”之类的高端词汇。只因为我成绩往往排在年级倒数10名以内。

“你给我出去。”

这是我印象最深的5个字。

于是我常常在学校里漫无目的的游走，天气很好，那时候的空气污染好像没有这么严重。因为我们市区并不繁华，所以街上车辆滑过空气的声音非常清晰：就这么“哗”的一下过去。学校环境干净整洁，上体育课的孩子们在操场上跑步。我就在学校操场旁的厕所里躲着，等着下课。

为什么我要躲在厕所里？因为如果你在学校里游走的话，而且是“漫无目的”的，那就等于你脸上写了两个字“差生”或者四个字“赶出教室”，路过的老师或者是教工总要往你脸上多看两眼，一脸厌恶的深色。于是我干脆躲在厕所里，等着下课铃声的响起。

时间却总是显得很漫长。

我不止一次的想过要把数学老师给杀掉，时间、地点、方式，我总是尽量想得很周详。会出现什么情况我努力全部考虑到，因为我还是不想被抓到，不想让父母知道他们的孩子杀了人。但是最后总是因为换了数学老师而不了了之。那时候我不知道什么叫梦，我觉得我的未来一片灰暗。

老师在我背后的窃窃私语，课堂上同学们的灼灼目光，总让我如芒刺在背。后来我才知道，那是因为我尚对人们有美好希望，只是不知道希望原来承受起来这么艰辛。

在从初中到高中的6年中，我始终认为老师就是我们的敌人。而这不是从一开就客观存在的，老师们从始至终不断在为这个信念添砖加瓦。他们从来不看坐在最后一排的学生，他们从来不管在讲台两侧的孩子，偶尔有看到，也是轻蔑的眼光和嘲讽的口吻。那时的我真是单纯，居然完全没有听出来，只觉得老师的笑话确实好笑，而且我是主角。

孩子我觉得是完全无害的一种动物，一个十几岁的孩子再少年老成也不会比一个三十多的成年人老谋深算。但是为什么这些老师就不愿意给这些孩子一点点尊重？或许他们认为不需要，一个孩子的尊重？

或许怎么看也不值钱。

所以克拉克老师是个单纯的人，他没有将这些价值量化，他只是觉得有付出就肯定有回报，知识不是空气。知识看得见摸得着，一下吃不完就慢慢吃，总能吃饱。而有知识，考试就不再是问题。他更觉得，只要他给予孩子足够的尊重，孩子就一定会尊重他。

片尾还有克拉克老师的书出版了的消息，其实我并不看好这本书。有方法，没热情，没用。这是个悲哀的想法，我的想法一向很悲哀，我总是认为把事情想得足够糟糕，你就绝对不会失望，这是一个简单的计算题，正是我的数学老师教给我的。

做一个热血老师

   这周的科研博客推荐了一篇文章“敢于做梦，敢于冒险 ——《热血教师》观后感”里面介绍了以美国小学教师克拉克为原型的电影《热血老师》，克拉克的书《教育的55个细节》我看过，很受启发，这个电影《热血教师》我看过一点，因为是英文版，所以一直没有看完。看了这篇文章再一次上百度视频中搜索，却发现以前看到的《热血老师》克拉克，全部被一个同名的韩剧给挤掉了。一直翻到最后也没有，原来那么多克拉克怎么就没了呢？赶紧上自己搜藏的视频里去找，还好，我下载下来了。里面没空看的视频还有很多，包括《南京南京》。
   美国是一个商业社会，是没有主旋律这一说的，挣不到钱的电影是不会拍的。能够把一个普通的小学老师拍成电影，说明克拉克真的可以打动很多美国人的心。虽然很多国家把老师划分为公务员，但是老师不是公务员，老师最伟大的使命并不是听命与领导，而是用自己的心去爱护、发现、尊重、理解自己的学生。克拉克的55条班规其实不重要，重要的是他并没有按部就班地去工作，而是用自己的头脑在思考教育，思考自己的每一个学生。当你站在讲台前的时候，所有的教育经验其实都仅仅是参考，唯一的真理只有你才能够发现。只要用心，每个老师都可以成为热血老师，都可以征服自己的学生。有时间我会再一次把这部我推荐给很多人的电影看完，也希望更多的人能够喜欢这部电影，喜欢做一个克拉克这样的热血老师。

       一年前，看过一次《热血教师》。那是在老大年龄开始做菜鸟班主任而惶恐不安的岁月，恨不得多看多听，让自己学到更多的本领，可以在面对学生的时候说出去每句话都被尊重被遵守。而人是个多么奇怪的物种，压力一大，即使想仿效克拉克如此美好的五十五条班规，在真正面对学生的时候却更加迷茫无措，因此在后来的时间里只好凭本能行事。
一年后，再看《热血教师》，就电影技术和艺术而言仍旧认为这是一部很中庸很商业的影片而已。而这一次观影也只不过是个命题作文，但不防在重温中一不小心产生了了些许新感受。比如说题目所问：克拉克可以复制吗？导致如此疑问的缘由如下：
一 克拉克在北卡的小学获得了“巨大”的成功，校长差不多都要为他树碑立传了。可他却偏偏不是志得意满而是如丧家之犬急急逃离、去寻找下一站。为什么？在我们生活的环境中貌似不是这样的，至少这样的情形渺小如我还没亲身遇到过。在我们的国情里，成功者即使不躺在功劳簿上踌躇满志，也应该在人前人后自信满满再启鸿图；说不定实惠点还能涨荷包，说不定还能升职称升职务，不是吗？崇高者的常规表现也应该是留在原地继续发光发热才对啊。怎么舍得走？即使走也应该去择高枝不是吗？而不是为了实现自己的勇敢去贫民窟冒险啊。他为什么不对他的学生恋恋不舍？我们中国人的情感适应不了如此干脆的离别。而美国的社会美国的教育系统又怎么就允许教师如此流动？
二．克拉克在北卡的小学第一个“教师行为”实施在那个被他的老师认为应该和垃圾一块扔出去的小男孩身上。自问，我敢这么做吗，我敢冒着被冠以“踩着别人的肩膀凸显自己”头衔的风险去纠正同事的教育行为吗？克拉克，你如何融入到那个教师团体中去？影片没交代。即使交代了，中国的人情未必就等同于美国的人情。
三．克拉克被学生气得不告而别，过后却又回到了班上。校长先生竟然也不处分他。想不通？
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三个疑问一出，不是被笑幼稚就是被担心偏激。但是，问题既然存在，唯一的解决之道就是去面对去质疑。因为我坚信经过质疑的信念才能走得更坚定更长久。再说如果作为中国教师全盘接受美式电影中的美式教育，那么除了犯上本本主义、经验主义错误之外，也为领导为学校为中国教育制造了障碍。而且作为普通教师一员，我自己也能想得通，世界是多样性的，是精彩纷呈的，人与人、国与国之间确实存在千差万别；但是多样性的世界还具有统一性：凡是人类一员，我想莫不需要沐浴阳光沐浴爱。克拉克对学生的爱虽然跟我们中国是的爱不一样但不可否认同样动人。再说我们中国人聪明，早早就对天下教师警告学生只有“亲其师”，才能“信其道”。想不到克拉克悄悄地吸取了我们中华文明的精华而不遗余力、装傻充愣的去实践它、进而去获得学生的信任。这点我很佩服，因为毕竟我虽然也在实践，但是还只是在冬天临考的周日给住校生送过牛奶、早餐，还没机会去学生家给她/他做饭。说明我做得还不够多。因此我需要观看《热血教师》给自己的教师生涯再树标杆。至于才艺方面，我也自认不如，我不会唱RAP也不会跳街舞，最多就给学生讲个具有启迪意义的人生故事或者附赠一则笑话。说明教学手段教学艺术都不够丰富。我得抓紧一切机会努力去充实和提高自己，当然也希望学校能给予这样的学习机会。至于耐心和对学生恒久的爱，我做的远远不够。当时面对班上43个学生，全校男生最多的班级而且是全校住校男生最多的班级，不停的被扣纪律分被扣卫生分，考试考个位数，好心爱心全部有去无回。。。。。。。终于，我的身心和精力还是没有强大到扛着扛着终于盼来全班考全校第一的时候。
总而言之，我观看了，我思考了，我质疑了，我提问了，我心平气和了。大爱无疆，无分国界，美国教师有爱，中国教师同样有爱，中国学生也有爱，路上学生的声声问候，病时他们的一个短信嘱咐，课上他们明亮而专注的眼神，都给予我们继续前行的动力。克拉克虽不能复制，但是我就做我自己，我要前行，向着有阳光和春花的前方走去，不只自己，是和学生一起。

    As a teacher in future, I always think about a question, how to be a good teacher. How to improve students' grades, how to make them like studying even though I did not enjoy it? As a student in a normal university, professors always told us that, you should make friends with students, you never be anger in front of students. It is you, teachers' fault rather than students fault when they do not like your class. You are the one who will influence students' life a lot. Therefore you should take the responsibility of the every word and action in class.
     Yes, as a student had been in high for four years, I bear their worlds in my mind, However, when i interned as a Chinese teacher and head teacher in a senior high school for an half and month, not only did i lost my temper in front of the whole class, but also asked several naughty students to go out of the classroom. i intended to rescue the so-called "worst student" out of hell, and ignited his passion of life, however, i gave up when he did not amend his behave a little after several talk i gave him; i gave up when i surrounded by enormous homework waiting for me to correct everyday. i just gave up and made a perfect excuse, it was out of my reach, there were too many students to care about everyone....
     
     How to be a good teacher? What the true spirit of an outstanding teacher? If teacher is so important in every student's early life, and if the attention of teacher can not be paid to every single student, what the teacher should teach their students? Which part of lecturing should be placed in the first priority, how to improve their scores, how to behave as a real educated human, or what?

In fact, the true spirit of an outstanding teacher lies in respect and persistence, just like Ron Clark did in the movie.

Respect means you should always accept what they do, where they are and the mistakes they always make and cannot be corrected at once. Of course, accept does not mean admitting their misbehavior and be blind to what they did. On the contrary, accept means you should not judge them by the set standard. Everyone is unique, so is every single student. The first scene impressed me is that Clark held a student out of a garbage bin, and told him that: see, you can learn something. Maybe that student can not learn as fast as everybody else, but he does can learn something in his own pace. Respecting students can also permit a teacher to break prejudices and make right learning planes according to the diversity of students. The excellent example of it is that Clark made a “crap pop song” to lecture the history of USA. Accordingly, accept where students are and what they can do now allows teacher to see what they can achieve in future, just in their own pace. Furthermore, an outstanding teacher will step further, he does not only accept what his students are, but also try to figure out what is the situation shaping them. Only in this way, Ron Clark can completely understand his students, and a teacher can comprehensive understand his or her students’ actions and feelings. Then the love or help can be appropriate and acceptable. What’s more, a respect teacher can find and seek the real potency inside his or her student. When even student’s parent is convinced of her or his child is a moron, an outstanding teacher still think she is a born leader. In this way, an outstanding teacher is the teacher who can always ignite the fire of hope in his or her student’s dark world.

A famous teacher in china, Wang jinzhan once said, the difference between a good student and bad student lies in how many times they will repeat their mistakes. Therefore, another equally important spirit of an outstanding teacher is persistence. Not a day, not two or three days, it may take even half a year, a whole year to see their change, so an outstanding teacher must be patient. You should tolerate they do wrongly again and again only if they can make progress little by little. I think every teacher must experience the same “lost” as Clark experienced when nobody in class noticed you and obey your rule. They dare to challenge your authority and you feel irritated and finally lost your temper. I did, my tears was almost to burst. Under the situation, it seems that they are your enemy, and no one is in your side. However, when I was about to leave that high school, my class throw a farewell party to me. Watching some of them even cried for me, it is the first time I knew that they were not mean to something bad, they also did not know what to do when things were out of control. Another line touched me much is what the heroine said, you felt lost now, in fact, it is what they feel everyday, and that is where they need you.